Episodes
![Episode 38 - 'The colly-wobbled, jelly-bellied quaking of it all.’](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/Ep-38_300x300.jpg)
Thursday Jun 13, 2024
Episode 38 - 'The colly-wobbled, jelly-bellied quaking of it all.’
Thursday Jun 13, 2024
Thursday Jun 13, 2024
The poem quoted in the first half of the podcast is by Rainer Maria Rilke it is in Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke's Book of Hours: Love Poems to God - the opening lines are 'You are not surprised at the force of the storm'.
Here is list of Adrian's Lessons Learned with the quotes from his poems.
Lessons Learnt from my Breakdown
- Breathing
Advice to Myself in Anxiety
‘Breathe slowly into this, Don’t run; stay,
You are moored more firmly than you know.
There is a constancy in you not your own.’
- Talking
Anxiety Diary
‘My Jungian therapist said, right at the start,
that this breakdown was the best thing
that had ever happened to me.
I thought it was she that was insane,
and I wanted to stop right there and then.
I think now, she may have been right.’
- Walking
Rivelin Valley Vespers
‘By walking this same path,
with a slow and monastic doggedness,
I behold tonight’s road by low sunlight,
all made meaningful and prelude
by the merle blue devotion in my collie’s gaze.’
- Writing
Writing as Therapy
‘Now here I am,
sitting in a round of delivery,
speaking lines gleaned from
a dark and no-mooned night,
when only my pen knew its way.’
- Seeing
Afterword to a Traipsing
‘Laura Page has walked me around the streets
camera slung, capturing Sheffield with f-stops
and the right shutter-speeds for a city caught
in the headlights of forces it is yet to grasp.’
- Sharing
Writing as Therapy
‘In the morning session
I had spared no detail of my breakdown,
all the colly-wobbled, jelly-bellied
quaking of it all.’
- Volunteering
We are Bodies
‘We have turned sixty
Volunteering, cooking the cafe
Good soup, vegan and lentil
Aching knees, aching nerves
Bruised by the bruising lives we are
Bludgeoned into, but brightened
By the fellowship of fellow sufferers’
- Trusting
A Night Sea Journey
‘This is what the mythologists
call a night sea journey.
I am on a gurney bark sailing
through the dark into
an uncertain dawn.’
- Loving
Birdsong on Long Line
‘A sleek throat sounds against the early dusk
a last verse to these long lines of walking,
and my heart welcomes this reckless chorus,
hopefulness beyond my walk’s ending.’
Thanks to Andy Selman for his wonderful accompaniment to the Birdsong poem - the whole Album Made I Sheffield can be heard on Spotify here
Made In Sheffield - Scott & Selman
You can buy Adrian's books here www.adriangrscott.com
If you want to Adrian and Andy perform with the band Dusk Over Rivelin on August 15th in Sheffield click here for tickets.
https://www.wegottickets.com/event/623931
Come along it will be a great evening.
And finally Adrian would like to thank all who have listened and made the 9000 downloads and counting. Bless you all.
![Episode 37 - Simon O'Connor - Love Wins](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/The-Anxious-Poet_s-Podcastb3e95_300x300.jpg)
Friday May 03, 2024
Episode 37 - Simon O'Connor - Love Wins
Friday May 03, 2024
Friday May 03, 2024
The poem Writing as Therapy at the beginning is from my collection - A Night Sea Journey available at Buy Here
Simon's poems are copyright to him. If you want to hear more about his poetry you can email him here - stjosephwinsford2012@hotmail.co.uk.
He is parish Priest at St Joseph’s RC Church, Winsford, Cheshire.
![Episode 36 - The Sacred Question](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/Ep-36-The-Sacred-Question9bchc_300x300.jpg)
Wednesday Apr 03, 2024
Episode 36 - The Sacred Question
Wednesday Apr 03, 2024
Wednesday Apr 03, 2024
The poems used in this episode are - Sometimes by David Whyte (in Essentials) - No Such Thing As Right Or Wrong from The Call of the Unwritten - Accompaniment from Arriving In Magic - Christ Before the High Priest from Arriving In Magic - Thomas Wanted To See Nail Marks from A Night Sea Journey. All my books are available at https://adriangrscott.com/product-category/books/
You can view the painting mentioned 'Christ Before the High Priest by Honthorst on the National Gallery Website https://www.nationalgallery.org.uk/paintings/gerrit-van-honthorst-christ-before-the-high-priest
You can purchase the book The Quest of the Holy Grail (Penguin Classics) on Amazon or any good bookshop.
![Episode 35 - Sabbath](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/Ep-35-Sabbath_300x300.jpg)
Monday Mar 04, 2024
Episode 35 - Sabbath
Monday Mar 04, 2024
Monday Mar 04, 2024
The main book I reference in this episode is Sabbath by Abraham Joshua Heschel. The artwork for this episode is taken from one of the wood engravings in the book by Ilya Schor. It really speaks to me of the way the workaday world holds us captive and the great promise of cessation and rest that the idea of sabbath offers. The first two poems I read are When Will You Be Ready and This Is All The Life You Have from Arriving in Magic. Purchasable at www.adriangrscott.com . The last one - A Moment In Each Day is from A Sheffield Traipsing that will be available on my website from the 15th of March. This is the day of my Book Launch and if you are in Sheffield and want to join me - it will be at 7pm at the Kelham Island Museum ( more details on my website). To book a ticket click here - https://www.wegottickets.com/event/609358
![Living Our Own Story with Lara Scott](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/Ep-34-Lara-_300x300.jpg)
Monday Jan 29, 2024
Living Our Own Story with Lara Scott
Monday Jan 29, 2024
Monday Jan 29, 2024
The Poems used in this episode are Lara's Surgery from Arriving In Magic and Advice to Myself in Anxiety from A Night Sea Journey available to purchase at Books The Novel Lara reads from is Still Life by Sarah Winman Click Here for More
![Christmas Podcast - ’Citizens of a Wintry Heaven’](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/Christmas-Podcast-23_300x300.jpg)
Sunday Dec 17, 2023
Christmas Podcast - ’Citizens of a Wintry Heaven’
Sunday Dec 17, 2023
Sunday Dec 17, 2023
The two poems that I shared Francis and the Crib at Greccio and Winter Drive Along The A66 will be available on my substack page The Anxious Poet's Substack The Kate Rusby song is from her album While Mortals Sleep Listen . The Phamie Gow version of Emily Dickinson's poem “Hope” is the thing with feathers can be heard here Listen. The article by Edward Kessler Jewish-Muslim dialogue: feeling the other’s pain can be found in the Tablet - 7th December 2023. The book by Zambia Malik is called We Are Muslim's Please. Have a happy Christmas and a peaceful New Year. Adrian x
![Episode 32 - An American Odyssey - Part Two](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/Episode-32-Part-two_300x300.jpg)
Wednesday Nov 29, 2023
Episode 32 - An American Odyssey - Part Two
Wednesday Nov 29, 2023
Wednesday Nov 29, 2023
You can read a version of this Podcast at The Anxious Poet's Substack The Poem - You Stride On, My Son, Ahead of Us, Up Enchanted Rock is in my book A Night Sea Journey available at www.adriangrscott.com The rest of the poem are on the Substack. The Native American Pipe Music is from R. Carlos Nakai - Canyon Trilogy.
![Episode 31 - An American Odyssey - Part One](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/0B8BDB89-A0DD-472E-8B58-0124EDBE38BC_1_105_c_300x300.jpg)
Saturday Nov 04, 2023
Episode 31 - An American Odyssey - Part One
Saturday Nov 04, 2023
Saturday Nov 04, 2023
You can find the poems and photographs in this episode here Adrian's Substack Page The book quoted is The Journey of Crazy Horse by Joseph M Marshall.
![Episode 30 - Wild Places - A Source of Solace and Hope](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/Episode-30_300x300.jpg)
Monday Jul 24, 2023
Episode 30 - Wild Places - A Source of Solace and Hope
Monday Jul 24, 2023
Monday Jul 24, 2023
Belden C Lane is Professor Emeritus of Theological Studies, American Religion, and History of Spirituality at St Louis University, He is author of Backpacking with the Saints, The Solace of Fierce Landscapes, and Ravished by Beauty. The poem he quotes is by Wendell Berry.
It is called Our Real Work -
It may be that when we no longer know what to do
we have come to our real work,
and that when we no longer know which way to go
we have come to our real journey.
The mind that is not baffled is not employed.
The impeded stream is the one that sings.
My prom Aravaipa Canyon is as yet unpublished if you want a copy email me at adriangrscott@me.com
The other Poem is Two Beggars and a Wolf in A Night Sea Journey available at www.adriangrscott.com
The Wordsworth Sonnet is XXXII in his collected works - Surprised by Joy.
Deep thanks to Belden for his robust vulnerability and friendship.
![Mini Poemcast - The Call of the Unwritten](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/tcotu1_300x300.jpg)
Monday Jul 10, 2023
Mini Poemcast - The Call of the Unwritten
Monday Jul 10, 2023
Monday Jul 10, 2023
This poem can be found in my first collection of the same name - The Call of the Unwritten. https://adriangrscott.com/product/the-call-of-the-unwritten/
![Episode 29 - Recovering the Lost Eden through the Friendship of Dogs](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/Episode-29_300x300.jpg)
Wednesday Jun 21, 2023
Episode 29 - Recovering the Lost Eden through the Friendship of Dogs
Wednesday Jun 21, 2023
Wednesday Jun 21, 2023
The poems used are 'He sings a song of the younger world' as yet unpublished - Gabriel and There is No Such Thing As Right And Wrong from The Call of the Unwritten - The Lost Eden and The Tremor of Silk from A Night Sea Journey all available at www.adriangrscott.com The two books mentioned are The Call of the Wild by Jack London and Never Leave the Dog Behind by Helen Mort.
![Episode 28 - This Marriage to Everything You Meet](https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/ep-logo/pbblog3651473/Episode-28_300x300.jpg)
Tuesday May 09, 2023
Episode 28 - This Marriage to Everything You Meet
Tuesday May 09, 2023
Tuesday May 09, 2023
The first poem is The force that through the green fuse drives the flower by Dylan Thomas. The Three Marriages: Reimagining Work, Self and Relationship by David Whyte is the book I referred to in this podcast. The story is from The Lakota Way: Stories and Lessons for Living by Joseph M. Marshall the 3rd from the chapter on humility. The next poem is We Find Each Other written for Patrick and Sarah on their wedding to be found in A Night Sea Journey and finally the poem Blossom can be found in Arriving in Magic both by Adrian. Purchase at www.adriangrscott.com